Not Happy

I am not happy, currently. I do not know how to think that I am alright. I certainly need help.

Ahnaf and Us

My little boy is now a big boy. He is growing up much healthier and stronger. I am so proud of him. He is so loving and caring of me. I have been leaving him on a day-care during the day for his early education before he starts his schooling age. I know he has to learn to be independent and to see the real big diverse world he will be living in. One thing that I am worrying is that I am not ready to accept that he is not a baby anymore that I can cuddle him every time.