I do miss so many occasions while pursuing my dreams. Jealous is part of my life and often hurts me. Argh... It's my life and what I have decided is my business. I have my own path and am always proud of it. You may say whatever like silly, stupid, isolated, non-social, arrogant and so on. I don't really care what you think of me. It's not you who make me great, but it's my self. And, it is always myself. As much as I don't care of you. I am a little selfish today, indeed. It's okay for today. Bleh...